Sinead O'Connor: I'm Feeling Suicidal
- IndiaGlitz, [Tuesday,August 08 2017]
The 50-year-old Nothing Compares 2 U' singer has recently uploaded a very disturbing video online, expressing her battle with depression and anxiety, which are causing her to have suicidal thoughts.
She shot the video from her motel room in New Jersey.
The singer was previously treated with depression, is seeing a therapist, has battled drug-overdose, has a dysfunctional family and is still trying extremely hard to maintain her mental health.
She says in the video, “I am now living in a Travelodge motel in the a**e end of New Jersey,” she said, sitting on the room's bed. “I'm all by myself. And there's absolutely nobody in my life except my doctor, my psychiatrist – the sweetest man on earth, who says I'm his hero – and that's about the only f***ing thing keeping me alive at the moment… and that's kind of pathetic. I want everyone to know what it's like, that's why I'm making this video. Mental illness, it's like drugs, it doesn't give a s**t who you are, and equally what's worse, it's the stigma, it doesn't give a s**t who you are. Suddenly all the people who are supposed to be loving you and taking care of you are treating you like s**t. It's like a witch hunt.”
“If it was just for me I'd be gone. Straight away back to my mum… because I've walked this earth alone for two years now as punishment for being mentally f**king ill and getting angry that no one would f***ing take care of me,”
“I'm a 5'4' little f***ing woman wandering the world for two years by myself.” She concluded, crying.
At this point in her life, everyone should empathize with her dealing with an illness that cannot be seen but can only be felt. Depression.
Our thoughts are with the singer at this difficult time in her life.
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