TV actress and Salman Khan’s Bigg Boss season 5 winner, Juhi Parmar, has shared a shocking entry on her Twitter and Instagram pages, detailing her recent near-death encounter on March 21.

The actress, who hadn’t posted anything since the day of Holi, explained the reason for her disappearance on social media along with the events that led her to believe that her life had come to an end. In the moving note, Juhi, who was unable to breathe for a few moments after her nasal passage got blocked, also states how her daughter was the only person who came to her mind when she thought she was going to die. She even managed to whisper to her friend Aashka, who was hosting the Holi event, to take care of her kid.

“On the 21st of March, the night of Holi, I had a near death, almost out of body experience. I fell sick and threw up and when I threw up, it came through my nose and it got stuck in my nasal passage. I could feel myself choking and I felt that I wouldn’t be able to survive for another five minutes. I whispered to Aashka to take care of my daughter Samairra because I felt I wouldn’t survive,” the 38-year-old actress’ extensive note read.

Juhi, who has been granted custody of her daughter following the divorce from her husband added, “I didn’t think about my divorce, being a single parent, or any of the hardships that I have faced. All I could see my daughter’s smiling face, and with that was a desperation to breathe, to live.”

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Dear Life, I Am Here To Live!!!!

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